In Desperate Need of EXERCISE!!!!!!!

Some months back, especially after CNY...
the mirror gave off an alarm as the mirror decided not to share my likes.
It told me( it speaks to my mind. So do all my clothes. They usually send alarm signals that scream " I dont fit nomore", "You Fatso", " Torture...you're tearing me alive"!!! )

Yes, so it told me I needed to exercise , the fatty tissue was no longer cute or hidden by the layers of sweaters and jackets.

So I googled for the Best Exercise Regimes.
My favorite was a random site that mentioned that each individual should select the exercise routine that he/she is comfortable with.

Good. I like this.So I thought I'd experiment and select the best.
Made a schedule that looked like:
Day 1: Jog . 6:00 am
Day 2: Stretches. 6:00am
Day 3: Aerobics. 6:00am
Day 4: Skipping. 6:00am
Day 5: Yoga . 6:00am
Day 6& 7: Visit an offsite to calm mind and to decide which activity suited me.

Good. This was well planned, organized, the 2 days off was motivating and would lead to successful 'Waist Management'.Right...

DO u think that im serious with this schedule...(Crazy...!!!i think i'll be give up on the 1st day...lol..)

To someone..

I know we will never have a chance to be together anymore..

And i know i should stop ...

but it seem like a trap that i set up my myself..

i just landed in deeply..
i try to get out all this..by time to time..
but i failed..

The feeling goes deeper as time goes on..
but i never regret.. having a good friendship relation with you i already be contented...
i just keep this short..
my love for you will always there...
till the day i can totally get u out from my mind..or mayb i do find someone who can replace you..but i know it is hard....

i never know how to control my feeling...
as long as u are happy always ...its already the gift from god to me..

WHAT THE !!!

I wonder if we humans have become so cold hearted

that we have stopped giving way to Ambulances- knowing well that the person inside could be
fighting for life...

also knowing that it could be OUR loved one there, someday, somewhere..